So sorry to hear that, I know the pain and grief that accompanies the loss of a dear loved one, especially your mother.
My own dear mum, a JW until she died, passed away over a decade ago. I still think of her often, with fondness, and miss the old girl, even though we didn't see eye to eye on a lot of things in life, from when I was young, and latterly of course, on her beliefs.
I'll be thinking of you, I hope you get the support you deserve.
Love yer Punkie.