aud8
welcome to the board you've gotten some great advice so far. i just wanted to let you know, i know what you are going thru. when i da'd 9 years ago, i was so afraid of being alone, and very sad about the strained relationship with my parents and siblings. but things eventually settled down, life went on...as it will with you. the key is to learn as much as you can. really start to think for yourself. investigate, read, search for your own truth. that is what helped me the most, just gaining knowledge and questioning everything i had known growing up. we are here for you. you can vent, laugh, cry, shout out for joy here
good luck with everything aud8.
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"If God has spoken, why is the world not convinced?"
..........Percy Bysshe Shelley, English poet (1792-1822)