Elmer yes fear is a negative energy I don’t live in fear at all.
This is the advantage of being Pimo and getting to the acceptance stage of the 5 stages of awakening.
When some indoctrinated starts having doubts they have to go through all 5 stages.
I remember the anger stage was particularly hard.
Now I have accepted the GB are imperfect men who maybe are trying to do their best but are wrong about many things.
I still believe in intelligent design rather than evolution and maybe the intelligent designer of the universe inspired the Bible or maybe there is more to it.
Either way I like living by Bible principles and I think there are some really great people in the Borg.
but I don’t think the big A is coming I fully see myself growing old ‘in this system’🤣
but I won’t have all the mixed feelings of “I thought the end would have been here by now” that many Jdubs will go through over the next few decades