Pale emporer.
Like you, many years ago I had to enter the star chamber. I can only describe it as the most intrusive inappropriate interrogation I have ever experienced. That was 15 years ago and I can assure you I would never put myself through that nonsense EVER again. The whole procedure is a complete joke.
And then to put the cherry on the icing they will then likely embarrass you in front of the entire congregation by publicly reproving or disfellowshipping you EVEN if you were sincerely repentant.
But hey, we are not to be like the Pharisees 🙄🙄😏