Posts by MsGrowingGirl20

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What's wrong about the child abuse case policy?

by MsGrowingGirl20 in

i genuinely wanna know....

A question specially for ladies ...

by Dudu in

did you change the way you dress after leaving the wt?.

Buttt.....i am really giving my likes over what a group of men think these days.I mean...still decent but more me...I only wear skirts for meeting now. I dress more like my age (19 years)---skinny jeans, high tops,bright colored tops, bangles,lots of skinny jeans!!! I'm growing out my hair also! Last year all i wore was baggy jeans and ankle length skirts with my hair in a bun so i could 'give a witness' at any time.As if you cant talk about the Bible in stylish clothes.

lol...Yesterday i was doing sum shopping for my mom in a black skinny jeans,black and green v-neck off the shoulder top---one of the elders wives saw me while they were giving out magazines ...she and a nosy sister opened their eyes wide and pretended they didn't see me...A big change from the usual 'jw girl' style.

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This was my 'Sign'

by MsGrowingGirl20 in

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friends

in my previous post i mentioned that i'm staying in the org because i think i got a sign from god...some of you asked a lot of questions about my sign and even shared the society's view on asking for signs which i didn't know.. i didn't disclose exactly what the sign was.. some of you asked me what it was and even stated that i know that you all would pick apart and prove that my sign was just a frivolous excuse to hold on to the org.. maybe you were right.. so i've decided to tell you all exactly what it was---no embellishments or exaggerations.

i would love to hear your opinions since i'm still in a terrible mess.sometimes i'm 100% this is not the truth then other times i'm 60%....i feel if god was giving me a sign i'd be 100% this is the truth you know?.

so i woke up that morning and organized to go meeting.

MsGrowingGirl20

Thank you all.I feel as though i need a clear head to study this 607 thing. My mind is ot retaining or understanding anything right now...i'll keep trying

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This was my 'Sign'

by MsGrowingGirl20 in

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friends

in my previous post i mentioned that i'm staying in the org because i think i got a sign from god...some of you asked a lot of questions about my sign and even shared the society's view on asking for signs which i didn't know.. i didn't disclose exactly what the sign was.. some of you asked me what it was and even stated that i know that you all would pick apart and prove that my sign was just a frivolous excuse to hold on to the org.. maybe you were right.. so i've decided to tell you all exactly what it was---no embellishments or exaggerations.

i would love to hear your opinions since i'm still in a terrible mess.sometimes i'm 100% this is not the truth then other times i'm 60%....i feel if god was giving me a sign i'd be 100% this is the truth you know?.

so i woke up that morning and organized to go meeting.

MsGrowingGirl20

i read COC recently...Currently i'm looking for another one to read...But since i don't live in the US...they're not readily available...A lot of persons suggested Steve Hassan

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This was my 'Sign'

by MsGrowingGirl20 in

jw
friends

in my previous post i mentioned that i'm staying in the org because i think i got a sign from god...some of you asked a lot of questions about my sign and even shared the society's view on asking for signs which i didn't know.. i didn't disclose exactly what the sign was.. some of you asked me what it was and even stated that i know that you all would pick apart and prove that my sign was just a frivolous excuse to hold on to the org.. maybe you were right.. so i've decided to tell you all exactly what it was---no embellishments or exaggerations.

i would love to hear your opinions since i'm still in a terrible mess.sometimes i'm 100% this is not the truth then other times i'm 60%....i feel if god was giving me a sign i'd be 100% this is the truth you know?.

so i woke up that morning and organized to go meeting.

MsGrowingGirl20

isaacaustin ---Everyone's entitled to their own opinion.I am 19 years old. Anyway,I don't have to measure up to your standards of what a 'true' confused jw sounds like.

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This was my 'Sign'

by MsGrowingGirl20 in

jw
friends

in my previous post i mentioned that i'm staying in the org because i think i got a sign from god...some of you asked a lot of questions about my sign and even shared the society's view on asking for signs which i didn't know.. i didn't disclose exactly what the sign was.. some of you asked me what it was and even stated that i know that you all would pick apart and prove that my sign was just a frivolous excuse to hold on to the org.. maybe you were right.. so i've decided to tell you all exactly what it was---no embellishments or exaggerations.

i would love to hear your opinions since i'm still in a terrible mess.sometimes i'm 100% this is not the truth then other times i'm 60%....i feel if god was giving me a sign i'd be 100% this is the truth you know?.

so i woke up that morning and organized to go meeting.

MsGrowingGirl20

jeeez sir82

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This was my 'Sign'

by MsGrowingGirl20 in

jw
friends

in my previous post i mentioned that i'm staying in the org because i think i got a sign from god...some of you asked a lot of questions about my sign and even shared the society's view on asking for signs which i didn't know.. i didn't disclose exactly what the sign was.. some of you asked me what it was and even stated that i know that you all would pick apart and prove that my sign was just a frivolous excuse to hold on to the org.. maybe you were right.. so i've decided to tell you all exactly what it was---no embellishments or exaggerations.

i would love to hear your opinions since i'm still in a terrible mess.sometimes i'm 100% this is not the truth then other times i'm 60%....i feel if god was giving me a sign i'd be 100% this is the truth you know?.

so i woke up that morning and organized to go meeting.

MsGrowingGirl20

thank you all for all the good and honest words...

I appreciate you all very much!!! thanks so much for all the links

i'm going into this 607 thing

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This was my 'Sign'

by MsGrowingGirl20 in

jw
friends

in my previous post i mentioned that i'm staying in the org because i think i got a sign from god...some of you asked a lot of questions about my sign and even shared the society's view on asking for signs which i didn't know.. i didn't disclose exactly what the sign was.. some of you asked me what it was and even stated that i know that you all would pick apart and prove that my sign was just a frivolous excuse to hold on to the org.. maybe you were right.. so i've decided to tell you all exactly what it was---no embellishments or exaggerations.

i would love to hear your opinions since i'm still in a terrible mess.sometimes i'm 100% this is not the truth then other times i'm 60%....i feel if god was giving me a sign i'd be 100% this is the truth you know?.

so i woke up that morning and organized to go meeting.

MsGrowingGirl20

rip van winkle----- i'm very happy that this has happened...i'm still going crazy myself.

I always enjoy all the feedback from all these wonderful people on this site.

I'm currently trying to understand the 607 thing but i have NO IDEA where to begin.

Thank you sooo much for your post and i wish you the best in your....errr...journey struggle exit you know.

WELCOME!!

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feeling guilty

by lostinthought in

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friends

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i have come a long way during this last year.

MsGrowingGirl20

...don't worry.If you can get out of it,try to.If not, time will fly like crazy! Thanks so much for the pm...

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This was my 'Sign'

by MsGrowingGirl20 in

jw
friends

in my previous post i mentioned that i'm staying in the org because i think i got a sign from god...some of you asked a lot of questions about my sign and even shared the society's view on asking for signs which i didn't know.. i didn't disclose exactly what the sign was.. some of you asked me what it was and even stated that i know that you all would pick apart and prove that my sign was just a frivolous excuse to hold on to the org.. maybe you were right.. so i've decided to tell you all exactly what it was---no embellishments or exaggerations.

i would love to hear your opinions since i'm still in a terrible mess.sometimes i'm 100% this is not the truth then other times i'm 60%....i feel if god was giving me a sign i'd be 100% this is the truth you know?.

so i woke up that morning and organized to go meeting.

MsGrowingGirl20

In my previous post i mentioned that i'm staying in the org because i think i got a sign from God...Some of you asked a lot of questions about my sign and even shared the society's view on asking for signs which i didn't know.

I didn't disclose exactly what the sign was.

Some of you asked me what it was and even stated that i know that you all would pick apart and prove that my sign was just a frivolous excuse to hold on to the org.

Maybe you were right.

So i've decided to tell you all exactly what it was---no embellishments or exaggerations. I would love to hear your opinions since i'm still in a terrible mess.Sometimes i'm 100% this is not the truth then other times i'm 60%....i feel if God was giving me a sign i'd be 100% this is the truth you know?

So i woke up that morning and organized to go meeting. The saturday night before i was having a casual conversarion with a MS in my cong and one thing he said stuck in my head,"So if you can't get all the answers to your questions, you will NEVER preach again?" We were talking and i was telling him why i had really slowed down on my field service.

That question continued to play over and over in my head.Was that what God deserved? But was i really preaching what God wanted me to preach? What if i make the wrong decision and leave and my 12 year old cousin misses out on learning about God because of me? (i'm basically the only in my house who practices a religion and he lives with me) What if i bring him up in this religion and its false and he hates me for it when he grows up? What am i doing? Am i really serving God?

So when i woke up that morning to go meeting,i was in a mess.I woke up my cousin and we got ready to leave.Now my cousin ALWAYS dresses before i do but this morning he's taking extra long.i'm in the bathroom praying and asking God to give me a sign.ANYTHING! I really am not sure exactly what i specified or if i just wanted anything but earlier in the week one of my friends told me about the fleece test.I prayed for something. Preferrably that morning... The talk was supposed to be on 'God's Happy people' or something like that.We arrived 15 minutes late and as i walked into the Hall the first word i heard was 'doubts'. The brother who was supposed to give the talk on 'Happy People' couldn't make it and we had a substitute speaker doing a substitute talk on a diff subject---'doubts'.Just what i ws going through.He told us about settling doubts before we move on and doing research and that he had doubts before.

I thought that that was a signn from God that this is where i need to be.About two weeks has passed and now i'm nnot so sure.