Maccauk11, Lets see.......... I have my sanity left, my health, my peace of mind, and spirituality in my own way. What I know for sure though is my understanding that anyone who spew's out Drivel Like Jesus.. Jesus, Jesus , just changed from one Cult to another Cult.
Sorry but I am much happier where I am now. I'm Ok with the fact that no one knows all of the answer's. Do you need certainty in the Metaphysical to be happy? I personally used to feel the same way. Now, I'm happy to be a good person and contribute to my society in a healthy and more interactive way. If there is a Higher Power, I know that is what they/it would want anyway no matter what religion/non religion or race I am.