Joel:
So you are not going to let me know your height and weight at age 20 and 30 also 40 if you are that old.
This thread stops here.
I am not wrong about your inclinations. If you had the curiosity of a generalist you would at least inquire about why I asked about your physical dimensions.
You are comfort centered- NOT information centered.
Your demands to be loved and appreciated are unrealistic. It is nice to be loved and appreciated but life is tough.
Whether we are generalists, specialists, creative, plodding, enchanting, ... we are trapped AS our selves. Our best attributes are sold to the highest bidder - our worst traits have to be tolerated and perhaps managed.