Good now you can move on and completely away from this cult! The younger the easier it will be for you to move on.
Just to let you know,I faded for the same reasons you wrote your letter with one difference, I just do not care what they mark on my files at the kh!
The elders can check the box on a card dfd,da, or A ,and send a copy to Bethel. The point is I do not care what they want to mark on this card.
Unlike me, you have learned at a early age that it is a lie and cult! That makes old timers like me feel like posting all these years was worth something!
Just realise that in the end it is all the same as long as your out. Freedom!