Ziddina mentioned it, and I will mention it again.
"Friendship with the world is emnity with God", the JWs view the "World" as everyone not a JW.
You think you are lonely now, wait until you find you can have NO FRIENDS, except other JWs.
As a single woman, that means you will get to see other people at the meetings or when you go knocking on peoples doors, now and then you might be invited to a Witnesses house for dinner, but dont count on it, married Sisters will view you as a threat, you will join a great number of other single sisters that will far outweigh the number of single Brothers that are available, and they will be going for the younger sisters anyway.
This means, you will commit yourself to a lonely life of spinster-hood.
And when that lovely young man at work invites you to go for a meal, you will have to say no, because you will belive that is what God wants, instead you will go home to be alone and cry at how your life has gone by and you have been left behind.
I know because it has happened to me, I turned away countless gorgeous Women who asked me out, but I was "faithfull" to this organisation and now I reap my reward of being too old now to ever find Love and can look forward to a wasted life and then dying alone.
Finding God however, is a good thing, though hes not a Genie in a bottle who will grant you a wonderfull life right now.
The JWs do not have a copyright on God, you can buy a Bible, read it again and again, you can pray to ask God to be your friend, you can say "Grace" yourself at home, then maybe join a dating site or something and find a good Spiritual man, not religious, Spiritual, tell him you are shy and need bringing out of yourself.
You dont need the Witnesses to find God, in fact they will turn you away from him,