Listen to Trent reznors song called hurt.
thecrushed
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From my Oubliette ....
by Oubliette in.
from my place of forgetting, and out of my utter despair and loneliness, i tap out my pathetic message desperately hoping that there is someone, anyone that might possibly hear ... .
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From my Oubliette ....
by Oubliette in.
from my place of forgetting, and out of my utter despair and loneliness, i tap out my pathetic message desperately hoping that there is someone, anyone that might possibly hear ... .
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thecrushed
Tis such sweet sorrow. Very heartfelt and beautiful. I know your pain because it is thine too. Sometimes pain is what reminds us we are alive.
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Arrghhhh just Shoot me!!
by BU2B inaargh just shoot me, my wife just came home from field service bi&*&ing about her friends inactive/faded husband.
the thing is he and his wife use the excuse that he is sick from irratable bowel syndrome.
however he works 50+ hours a week.
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thecrushed
I'm in the same situation and I'm probably being talked about just the same way your wife is about that brother who fakes it withh ibs and long work weeks. This cult is slowly driving me mad but at least I can think for myself. The watchtower still has me through my family and believing wife but I won the fight for my mind. 2+2=4
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I found out a JW friend of mine has an addiction to torturing animals!
by Vienna Angelika inlast night i found out a close jw friend of mine takes delight in watching animal torture.
i am an animal lover, and i dont know what to think.
i dont want to end our friendship because this friend has been very accepting of me.
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thecrushed
Although this is repulsive to me being an animal lover myself I think their are many possible reasons for his behavior. Could be as simple him projecting anger and frustration from some other part of his life that he can't deal with. If he is a JW this is almost certainly the case. On the other hand he could be a real sick bastard so don't handle alone. He needs a pro to determine what is really the case.
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Memorial Hell
by thecrushed intoday has been one of the most aganizing days since i woke up.
my family has been pressuring me to show up at the memorial for the past week.
it became very intense today with my dad texting me constantly to get me to confirm and when i didn't answer he would call my wife and then she would constantly nag me to answer my dad and so on and so forth.
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thecrushed
hugs are Great! thank you!
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Memorial Hell
by thecrushed intoday has been one of the most aganizing days since i woke up.
my family has been pressuring me to show up at the memorial for the past week.
it became very intense today with my dad texting me constantly to get me to confirm and when i didn't answer he would call my wife and then she would constantly nag me to answer my dad and so on and so forth.
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thecrushed
So my dad and I meet up because of some business stuff the next day and he says, " You missed the Memorial you little shit head!" I then shake my head at him and never reply about it and continue with business matters again. Next day after that he txts me that I should brace myself for one bad experience after another because no one walks away from Jehovah without bad things happening. He is really doing his worst here to make me bite. It takes all my might not to start acting all mentally deseased on his ass!!!!!!
What does that say about his God when he says that??? Well if you were to replace Jehovah with say me no one in their right mind would think that it is a smart thing to be friends with me at all. When someone says that same statement it is a threat on your life when it's said of God its supposed to be what??? Loving kindness?????
brace yourself for one bad experience after another because no one walks away from thecrushed without bad things happening. criminal threat
brace myself for one bad experience after another because no one walks away from punkofnice without bad things happening. criminal threat
brace myself for one bad experience after another because no one walks away from Jehovah without bad things happening. He is God so its ok
How can they not see the writing on the wall!!!!! oh wait they are brainwashed! I almost forgot.
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Memorial Hell
by thecrushed intoday has been one of the most aganizing days since i woke up.
my family has been pressuring me to show up at the memorial for the past week.
it became very intense today with my dad texting me constantly to get me to confirm and when i didn't answer he would call my wife and then she would constantly nag me to answer my dad and so on and so forth.
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thecrushed
jgnat if God ever decides to show himself and provide factual evidence that can be scientifically tested and proved I'll be the first to become a theist again. ;)
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Memorial Hell
by thecrushed intoday has been one of the most aganizing days since i woke up.
my family has been pressuring me to show up at the memorial for the past week.
it became very intense today with my dad texting me constantly to get me to confirm and when i didn't answer he would call my wife and then she would constantly nag me to answer my dad and so on and so forth.
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thecrushed
One prob with that villagegirl. I'm an atheist.
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Memorial Hell
by thecrushed intoday has been one of the most aganizing days since i woke up.
my family has been pressuring me to show up at the memorial for the past week.
it became very intense today with my dad texting me constantly to get me to confirm and when i didn't answer he would call my wife and then she would constantly nag me to answer my dad and so on and so forth.
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thecrushed
Yea I know exactly what u mean punkofnice. I once had this sister tell me her experience of being married to an apostate. She related to me how he lost his business his family and is now homeless because he left Jehovah and that he deserves to be made to suffer. I hadn't even woke up at the time and even then I couldn't believe the hate coming out of this professed Christians mouth. I think it was experiences like those that added up to me looking for TATT. I think my wife is horribly conflicted right now knowing she should hate the very one she loves the most. I can only hope that her watchtower indoctrination the same dichotomy of thoughts that lead me out of he mind ctrl. For me it was like giving birth. The agony was so intense but afterward I felt free. Not that I know anything at all about child birth but u get the analogy.
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Memorial Hell
by thecrushed intoday has been one of the most aganizing days since i woke up.
my family has been pressuring me to show up at the memorial for the past week.
it became very intense today with my dad texting me constantly to get me to confirm and when i didn't answer he would call my wife and then she would constantly nag me to answer my dad and so on and so forth.
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thecrushed
Dad forwards me some txts from a guy he is working for from last night this morning. It was pretty desperate email involving the words attorney and lawsuit. Apparently he missed an important meeting yesterday in order to do preparations for the memorial. How is it that jws think they can just ignore employment obligations for jehoober and then call that persecution? It's insane! Maybe jws wouldn't have to do that if they didn't hold meetings during a work week. Why can't they stick to weekends so the r&f don't get screwed over for making these insane supposedly spiritual desicions. I guess he sent it to me to show me his sacrifice for his attendance and to further guilt me. Didint work though it just looks like he made a dumb decision to me.