the contaminantion of years of being a jehovah witness.. it's interesting to see in myself and in many others here how no matter how much we want it or wish it, we will never be able to erase all of the mental contamination.
in one way or another it will always be a part of us.. i've had many friends that have been out for many years say "well i can't do that it just wouldn't be right.
" yes they are still judging themselves and others.
I don't think that everything about being a witness was bad. There is a lot of good that could be associated with being a witness. The baby doesn't need to be thrown out with the bath water.
So if there is something that gives you pause, maybe just consider if it is something that you as a person, not you as a witness, still rejects
