Terry,
This is my first post. I've read so much on this site that has been interesting, helpful, or that resonates. But your post has been the first that moved me to respond. Thanks for your extremely perceptive advice. I struggle with all of this daily. It's physically, mentally, and emotionally exhausting. What you said about taking some time off and being okay with not having all the answers right now is reassuring. Also, after watching some who have left and have felt such an emptiness in their lives that they're driven to replace the organization with something else...church groups, political causes....it's obvious to me that as you state, that's not the answer. It's simply replacing one lie with another.
It's good to know that people who leave can end up as rational, compassionate, balanced human beings. Thanks again for sharing your thoughts. It's a great start to my day!
Almostdone