There are two kinds of scientists those who seek the truth and those who seek to control the truth.
Like you I can dismantle any of the evolution origin of life theories but I would be very happy to jump that side of the fence if proof could be presented.
Im the kind of person who if I’m told there is a red car in the garage then I won’t either believe or not believe it’s there until I see it.
If evolution could be proved then it should be very simple and easy to prove. Instead it’s always overly complex explanatory attempts that really do go along the lines of only intelligent people can understand so just trust us scientists