Hi one of my JW parents died recently of old age , after decades of brainwashing of the dead are just a sleep and if we are good we would see them again in paradise .
I fully understand now you have one life and should make the best of it but finding it difficult at the moment to get my head around it .
It's just a bit of a rant but your the only ones that I can try and express how I feel and be able to understand after the years of brainwashing how it affects my thinking process.
Thanks for any help and advice.