I'm not sure what I believe in anymore, I cant even open a bible without getting a sick feeling. I feel upset that I let myself get brainwashed by this cult and I dont want to have a part in any religion for the same reason. If there is a grand creator may he have mercy on my soul for what I endured.
Fader812
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Do you believe in god?
by freakyAL ini used to be a staunch believer in god.
maybe its technology and science advancing so much thats got me doubting idk.
do you believe in god?
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Avatar image or whatever it is called
by amicabl incould someone please tell me why my image is either sideways or upside down.
i feel an utter fool asking this question but i can't find any help anywhere.
sorry..
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Fader812
Being a JW will turn you upside down.
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How many times can you be DF'd?
by Fader812 inthere was one guy in our hall who got df'd 3 times, on the fourth time he never came back.
i wonder if they told him not to come back?
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I got df'd, reinstated and never went back just so I can talk to my family. Sad religion.
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How many times can you be DF'd?
by Fader812 inthere was one guy in our hall who got df'd 3 times, on the fourth time he never came back.
i wonder if they told him not to come back?
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Fader812
There was one guy in our hall who got DF'd 3 times, on the fourth time he never came back. I wonder if they told him not to come back?
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The most absurd reason have you heard someone disfellowshipped for ?
by Chook insomeone said on forum they knew someone df for not going to assigned meeting in old days .
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Fader812
Jerking off to a stuffed Smurf. JK, but you know it happens.
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How much time have you ever spent on Jw.org ?
by Chook ini'm proud to say no greater than ten minutes in my whole life.
and i'm not giving them any more.
i do look at the video posts on here with their latest bullshit but being entertained by these clowns longer than necessary is unproductive..
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A Smurf walked out of the Kingdom Hall
by Joshnaz inwhen i was a kid, i'm guessing 5 or 6 years old.
the "smurfs are demonized" rumors started spreading around.
after a few weeks of hearing that and having to throw away all my smurf toys, i was at the kingdom hall and a sister came in with a bookbag with a big picture of a smurf on it!
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Fader812
I totally remember hearing this urban legend at the hall back in the 80's! LOL
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Fader812
The MJ helped with my social anxiety (fear of being judged and evaluated negatively by other people, leading to feelings of inadequacy, inferiority, embarrassment, humiliation, and depression) it also made the meetings more interesting. It was either that or not go all, now I dont go at all, the MJ helped open my mind to all the riffraff that was being preached. It wasnt easy going to meetings in Orange County California, everyone seemed so high strung and you had to wear nice suits and drive nice cars.
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Fader812
Besides myself who else went to the meetings stoned?
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Most Jw would take a bullet before renouncing faith
by Chook inour enthusiasm for truth is not shared with our former brothers.
they base their whole lives on a historical book yet won't look back 50 years to see origins of cult..
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Fader812
Chook you are right, it's called drinking the Cool-aid. It's a money machine with a low retention rate that uses family and friends to keep you captive. It's really painful to look back on my youth and think of all the things that I missed out on, especially a real education and getting laid in my high school years (I cant tell you how much trim I turned down) that sucked! :(