If you're seeking reinstatement, your best bet is to humiliate yourself publicly so that the elders notice, as often as possible.
Be on your chair in the back of the hall 5 mins before mtg starts, every week, religiously (pun intended).
After around 6 months of that, write a mea culpa letter to the elders saying that you've come to your senses, recognize that through your actions you've made Jehoovers feel terrible sadness, but feel that he has shown you mercy recently and you believe he is ready to accept you back into his fold.
Nod your head in approval to all counsel the elders give you and put on a "grateful for advice" facade.
Do this and you WILL be reinstated.