Steve2 - His
intentions are praiseworthy, as he considers me his brother and refuses to
abandon me. I wouldn’t say the feelings are reciprocated, but I do consider him
my friend, as he has helped me when I was younger and needed to get to the
meetings. Now I haven’t been to the meetings for almost a year, only once or
twice as far as I can recall. The questions I have raised have been some of the
heavy ones from jw.facts, and the one with the kangaroos and Noah’s ark, but
alas... To no avail. I will not go into a lengthy argument with him, since he
is experienced in life, whereas I am only 18 years old. My age is on this point
not to my benefit, as my lack of skill in the field of argumentation haven’t
been used for more than.. well... A year. Yes – he has read CoC and many
others, and have still somehow managed to keep his current mindset. To clarify
- he is not a defender of the GB’s actions, but he is a defender of their claim
to be the faithful and discreet slave.
I am putting
myself through this because it keeps the questioners away. This is the minimal I
can do, while keeping my parents. If my parents were forced to shun me it would
destroy them completely – why? Well… that is something I can’t share here. I
moved out on my own about 40 days ago, still have one more year in my hometown
before I move on to further my education, so I am not so inclined to create
havoc in my life atm. I do not have a girlfriend, but I do have a friend who is
a girl, as I mentioned before in the context of what my daily life interest are
- Which was misunderstood as girlfriend (maybe in the future… who am I to know).
My quest is
not to win over the Elder, that would be his own choice. He is the strongest
and most devout witness in this part of my country, so if he “fell” there would
be a small revolution – I do not intend to be a part of a revolution unless
they target my life, or the ones I hold dear.