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  Taking the Step

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  first time posting after years of reading, the things i have learned here have gradually helped to open my eyes to the reality of this religion.

  though i have been mentally out for some time, lately i have stopped going to meetings and service.

  the elders are calling and i have been ignoring them, i am trying to get up the courage to finally break free and never go back.

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  beardfreedom

  First time posting after years of reading, the things i have learned here have gradually helped to open my eyes to the reality of this religion. Though I have been mentally out for some time, lately i have stopped going to meetings and service. The elders are calling and i have been ignoring them, I am trying to get up the courage to finally break free and never go back. It is strange the anxiety I feel over how people I barely know will react. I have family that are loyal cult members, but few friends inside, thankfully. I have been born and raised in the "truth", I feel like I am cutting anchor and drifting on an unknown current, with feelings of dread and excitement, loneliness and peace. I hope I have the courage to make the break, maybe it wont be as bad as I think. Hopefully those who have lived through it will tell me how much easier it is in then it seems....right?