It’s a lifestyle, not just a religion. I don’t think I personally could know all the ways it has effected me mentally, emotionally, and spiritually.
When i I first started really jumping into YouTube and forums and stuff I still had this inexplicable fear of apostasy, even though I left years ago. I comforted myself by telling myself “at least you know the Bible, you can trust it” come to find out I was given the wrong freakin bible!!! It’s a scary thought, but I didn’t even know that would scare me.
jw.org has layers..peel them back and they get more stinky.