Thankyou for the thoughtful replies and insightful too. And thank you for the links (url's). I had no idea it existed on the net. I now can paste it everywhere as to allow the nation to know.
I am feeling a bit better physically, yet I still have a very hard time even trying to get thru the first three pages. It is so disturbing for mySELF to "witness" such a well-oiled machine and how well it's all documented in a way that the reader (they think i am a jw btw...bwahhhhhhhhhhh) has no clue that once you "donate" ANYTHING as asset, you have, bound by the "CDA" contract!! (yes, thats exactly what it is) given up all to the SOCIETY and they decide when and how much, if any, you will ever see again.
Now, I have just got off the phone with my attorney to ask what my next step is in retaining all files on me that the WTBTS and/ or my step"father" who is the very elder who dfed me, then married my mom two years LATER. I want all paperwork with my name on it, in my attorneys hands; and pronto! Then I want to see if they have actually signed up to this "CDA". So many pieces of this horrible puzzle are coming together. It's all explaing so many things that we, as kids, and teenagers, "witnessed" our mom become, as she KONtinued her journey into this "abyss" they call the mnost loving org on earth!
Perhaps I'll read it with my attorney so he can "witness" for himself as he reads it, exactly how slimey the legal dept of the WTBTS really is. He will also "witness" my reaction to the incredible verbage the writers use to convey such "love for gods kingdom". sigh
Why the shock you ponder? My mom built her life up one step at a time, without many educational skills due to the fact she had to be a mom herself to her brother while her mom drank her life away basically. She went on to become a great cytologist/patholigist simply by observing my great grandmother who worked at a head hospital in los angeles and trained her. She at that time put us in foster care for a couple years to gain that knowledge. This was after i went thru multiple surgeries and tortureous physical therapy to gain strength in my body. (another chapter, another day) She came and got us and we settled near our grandparents in the valley. Mom got her own apartment with four kids and her job was going very well. Sure, it wasnt perfect, but it was bliss...in my mindseye, it was sheer bliss. I was finally out of the hospital and home. Public schools, friends, huge holiday gatherings, spankings, yelling, drinking, picnics, bbq's, vacations across four states in a car with melting crayons, etc...life was good! Then a freight train hit us one day, out of the blue, and life has never, ever been the same.
If she gave a CONDITIONAL DONATION to this korrupt, kriminal kult, and she did it long ago, then what exactly will this mean for her WHEN the day comes she wants out and wants her assets back????
sigh~~~~~~(feels good to release this vomit)
Again, thank you for being there yesterday people. But I refuse to believe that I am the only one who has been effected by this in this magnitude. And I also don't expect everyone to fully understand/comprehend why this would disturb and set me into a rage. Perhaps if are repulsed by the way the tower KONtinues to operate, you would. I'm supposing its some underlying f.e.a.r. that I feel thats impending. All I know is I'm glad I can "vomit" like I did yesterday and people were kind enough to "hold back my hair" and stand aside and let it rip. bwahhhhhhhhhhhh it pretty messy and if some of it got on you and effected you, i apologize for that.
Sincerely, sKally (getting her affairs in order klass)
