So glad your awake. My husband and I just woke up as well. All I can say is there are alot of emotions your going to go through for the next few months, mostly anger...just know you can always vent here. I have my husband to vent to so it helps. He woke me up, I wrote a post a here on how he helped me if your interested in helping your husband wake up. Here's the
linkhttps://www.jehovahs-witness.com/topic/5640149346025472/how-my-husband-helped-me-see-ttatt
Good luck and enjoy life! Even if your husband remains you can be happy together just have patience. Sending you lots of love and well wishes