Joliette as l said l am a life long Anglican and believe me my church is nothing like the WT . I know that a lot of folk here think that they are all the same but my experience is totally different.
I thought that l knew about JWs until l came on here and tbh it took me a long time to get my head around all the information on here . It took me a while to understand the mind control that kept people in the Org .
When l try to talk to others in my church about the WT they think that l am being nasty because they don't get the way that members are manipulated.
As to a " get in " just look up your local Baptist , Methodist, Anglican church and contact the Vicar , Pastor etc .
I feel that you are making excuses, perhaps the WT teaching about Christendom is putting you off . If so then they are still controlling you .
Jan