Sue , oh dear, oh dear . I have just put a comment on your thread about your disfellowshipping .
I can now see why you are thinking of getting reinstated. You have the JW mindset through and through.
Didn't Jesus himself mix with sinners? Aren't we warned about being judgemental? The speck in someone else's eye etc?
They really have done a full brain washing job on you haven't they . You wrote on the other thread that you had lost your relationship with Jehovah, presumably because you fully equate the WT with Jehovah. News flash, they ain't the only, if at all , way to have a relationship with the Saviour.
Anyone who knows me on here will know that l am not normally so blunt in my comments. However you really need a good mental and spiritual shake up and help to break free from the Org's grasp.
I said in my other post get some knowledge and facts from INDEPENDENT research. In doing that honestly ask yourself what the Watchtower is so terrified of people finding out . They are terrified because any kind of independent thought or research is utterly discouraged.
Jan from Tam.