Can you imagine the sinking feeling in your stomach even if you still thought of yourself as a JW?
Going back to the office can be bad enough, but having to go in person and sit through those meetings. I can only imaging how soul destroying it will be.
Imagine the kids who have escaped it for the last 2 years suddenly being dragged back to a KH?
And the crazy thing is that all people have to do to stop subjecting their family to that torture is to simply stop going.