I have always feared death, even as a loyal regular pioneer.
I think my fear comes from worrying I will not have done everything that I wanted to do when the time comes.
I am of course working on getting everything done... ;)
In these past few years, death has become, not so scary to me, since my wonderful "apostate" grandmother died of brain cancer. I have had experiences with her that have told me death is not a bad thing.
No Im not a fruitcake... (well not a big one...)
I never believed in angels or spirits until after her death when I had these experiences.
I am very sceptic still about alot of things with the afterlife, but not sceptic about what I have experienced.
So, yes I am still scared, but not as much as I was as a JW.
kisses!
Sky
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Fear and pain and death...
by Cowboy indo you fear death?if so,do you fear it because of the pain that is likely to go along with it?or because of what will become of your soul(your self)after death?.
curiosly,i find that i no longer fear death.not that i want to die-i don't.but i wonder if this how i should feel.. i don't like pain,but i have a fairly high threshold of pain,i think.i'm sure there is much greater pain than what i have experienced,but though i avoid it when at all possible(including spankings...sorry chat babes),i'm not afraid that i can't deal with it if i have to.. likewise death,i just have no great fear of it anymore.i don't think that it's due to my beliefs about what will happen after i die...i don't have any.sure,i was raised a j.w.,instilled from birth with the idea that if i didn't survive armageddon,that i'd be resurrected thereafter.but i don't buy that anymore...neccesarily.nor do i believe in the heaven or hell concept...neccesarily.i do believe that if i'm the best kind of person i can be,then it will have to be good enough for whatever,if anything,lies beyond the life i'm living now.. in talking to others,though,i find very few(if any)people who don't have a pretty high degree of fear about death.it has me wondering,and i'd appreciate your comments.. cowboy.
we ride and never worry about the fall.
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Worried about my Dad in hospital :(
by Simon inwe visited angharad's parents at the weekend and got a call on sunday night from her sister who'd been called by my sister as they hadn't been able to contact us .... the message was not a happy one:.
my dad has had a heart attack and was in intensive care in hospital.. it was a while before i managed to speak to anyone over there with people probably out but i eventually spoke to his wife who says he's doing ok and has now been moved to the main ward but is being kept in as you would expect.
he may have to be moved to calgary for some investigation / tests.. he had heart surgery about 15 years ago and i think 4 of his 5 bypasses have failed so he has to take quite a bit of medicine for pain and stuff.
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Im sorry Simon. I hope your trip is without major incident.
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Happy New Year poem for you x jdubs you!
by Sky ini wish you a happy new year.
one without tribulation or fear.
to paralyze you still.
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I wish you a Happy New Year
One without Tribulation or Fear
To Paralyze you Still
Or demolish your Will.
Keep your strength, and your head held high,
Remember heartache and pain eventually pass by.
Cherish your experiences - be they good or bad ones
They make you stronger, and at least now you can have fun!
So Happy New Year to you all - embrace your freedom that you have today,
Dont wallow in hate or regrets - dont waste your energy on things you cant change.Love you all!
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What's your New Year's Resolution?
by ozziepost inyes, it's that time again.
time to resolve to do things you've been putting off till a later date.
things that you want to improve.
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I am resolving to quit believing people when they tell me something.
I should have learned that long ago but didnt, and keep getting my feelings hurt...
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101 Excuses for the GB
by Mindchild ini have to tell you that.... new light is just a plain old excuse that has been used now by the society for over a hundred years.
as mindchild has been a very bad apostate and has often criticized the borganization today in the spirit of fair play, i thought i would offer mine and hopefully your services to set them up with better excuses for being so ..uh, plain wrong so many times.. here are a few i thought of, can you add any more?.
no we didnt say that!.
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YOu must have a smurf doll at home somewhere giving you independent thinking from the demons!
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A WOMAN'S PLACE IS AT HOME!!!!!!
by crownboy inall of us know how patricharcial the watchtower society (and most fundamentalist religions) is.
men pretty much "run the show", there probably are things a two year old "brother" would probably get to do before a poineer sister can.
because the sister is a female(maybe .
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LOL! Derek, now that was FUNNY!
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Lord of the Rings
by think41self inhey guys,.
the family and i just got back from seeing the movie.
those of you who read the books will not be disappointed!
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I guess I am gonna have ot buy the books, and start reading!
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My first Christmas ornament
by Mulan inlast night we went to downtown seattle, to ride the annual holiday carousel.
(the rain stopped for that whole day, thankfully) almost my entire family came, except for our youngest son and his wife, who work evenings.
so there were 3 of our adult kids and their mates, seven grandkids, the father of one of our step granddaughters, who came from sweden for christmas, and princess' sister in law and husband who came from boston for the holidays........we jammed the elevators!!
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Hey Mulan, I am coming your way today.
Getting ready to get on a plane to Seattle!
My aunt will be picking me up. I will be there until the 30th.
I LOVE SEATTLE!
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Body Piercings, Tattoos, etc
by Sky ini was having a discussion last nice about these things.. i went out about a half hour after my dissing waas announced and got a tattoo.. who else has gotten tattos, or body piercings, or any type of body modificatoins done since leaving?.
kisses!.
sky
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Wow!
My tattoo really didnt hurt that much, but he told me that different places you get them hurt more than others.
I have places i would like to get pierced, but am a little scared to go and get done ;)
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Body Piercings, Tattoos, etc
by Sky ini was having a discussion last nice about these things.. i went out about a half hour after my dissing waas announced and got a tattoo.. who else has gotten tattos, or body piercings, or any type of body modificatoins done since leaving?.
kisses!.
sky
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now i understand...