Yes it did I stayed in abusive relationship lost all money and children and family any how, I was left with nothing. But now I am alone and picking up the pieces and they haven't even noticed me trying to get back up. My JW family members.
unchained1963
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Did guilt force you into relationships with negative or selfish people?
by HelpMeBelieve inhow much force did guilt play into your relationships with other witnesses?
we wasted so much of our lives chasing things that are not real, love that was highly conditional and relationships with people that evaporated once we started to fade away.. .
i would force myself to talking with nutty brothers who seemed to be "short their rent each month, never able to catch up".
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i WAS THAT 27 YEARS, AT THE END AFTER BEEN FORCED TO GO TO SHELTERS. BEING FAITHFUL AND STICKING WITH HIM AS AN ELDERS WIFE AND PIONEER, EVEN THOUGH I DOUBTED THIS RELIGION FOR ALLOWING THIS. HE BEAT ME THROUGH ME OUTSIDE, STOLE EVERY DIME SQUANDERED IN STOCKS AND LOST MONEY I EARNED OVER 27 YEARS TAKEN ME GIVEN 0. TURNED KIDS AWAY FROM AND BRIBED WITH MONEY AND INHERITANCE. THE ELDER FRIEND OF HIS AND MY EX. HELD ME IN MY CAR WITH PEN AND PAPER AND FORCED ME TO WRITED A DISSASOCIATION LETTER SAYING I COMMITTED FORNICATION WHICH DIDN'T OCCUR. I WAS THREATENED BY EX. AND THEN DEMANDED KIDS DEMAND ME TO ALSO. AND I WAS LOCKED OUT OF MY HOME WITH NOTHING. I WAS OUT SCARED. WORLDLY RELATIVES TOOK ME IN FOR A DAY AND A HALF TO GET MY THOUGHTS TOGETHER, MY MOM BEGGED FOR MY SON TO SHOW COMPASSION IN RED DEER AB AND LET ME STAY THERE, HE AND HIS WIFE GAVE ME THE CLOSET ON THE FLOOR TO SLEEP, AND THEN THEIR PLAN WAS TO ADMIT ME INTO MENTAL WARD. MY EX OFTEN TRIED TO CONVINCE TO WANT TO DIE....MY STORY IS A BOOK.
THE POINT IS NOW AFTER THREE YEARS I FINALLY AM NOT HOMELESS BUT STILL BROKE AND HE IS AN ANGEL STILL IN THE CONGREGATION, MY CHILDREN WONT TALK AND CAN'T SEE GRANDCHILDREN AND IF I TOLD THE REST I COULD MAKE A MOVIE I AM THANKFUL THAT I FOUND TRUTH AWAY FROM JWS GET OUT IF YOU HAVEN'T DON'T RETURN.
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Pay attention to yourself and your flock - secret elder book
by MOG inhave any of you got a hand on this book?
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unchained1963
HI I AM CARLA AND I AM DISSASOCIATED AND WAS DISFELLOWSHIPED ONCE PRIOR, I COULD NOT FIGURE OUT BEHAVIOR OF THESE COMMITTEES IN TRYING TO RETURN AND THE WAY THEY BEHAVE AND SOMETIMES WHEN GETTING DISFELLOWSHIPED YOU CAN REQUEST A NEW JURY BUT YOUR DOOMED BEFORE YOU MEET THEM.
I AM NOW OUT I HAVE TRIED TO GO BACK FOR TIMES, YOU GET TO THE HALL, NO ONE BOTHERS TO FIND YOU A SEAT, OR GIVE YOU A WATCHTOWER THEY HAVE DIFFERENT ONES FOR PUBLIC AND FLOCK AND IN MY CASE DIDN'T GET TO HAVE A COPY
I SAT THERE, IN HOME TOWN AREAS YOU MIGHT AS WELL QUIT, BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT GOING TO LISTEN ANY HOW
I HAVE A BROTHER N LAW WHO SAID HIS KIDS WERE MOLESTED BY FATHER N LAW AND HE GOT OFF WITH SOCIETY AND POLICE DUE TO COVER UP TO.
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I am referred here Because you and I are from same life
by unchained1963 ina member suggested this i am disassociated 3 years and divorced one with a life of hell marriage and brain washed but worn out fighting to get back that is nothing but a bunch of back stabbing people in that organization, brain washed and taught to divide familys, they want you in but not, its like football with them same type of plays.
i now have found people where i go that doesn't teach love the live this.
i had a abusive marriage, was wife of elder and 3 kids who lived hell because i was to follow the submission of a wife.
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A member suggested this I am disassociated 3 years and divorced one with a life of hell marriage and brain washed but worn out fighting to get back that is nothing but a bunch of back stabbing people in that organization, brain washed and taught to divide familys, they want you in but not, its like football with them same type of plays. I now have found people where I go that doesn't teach love the live this. I had a abusive marriage, was wife of elder and 3 kids who lived hell because I was to follow the submission of a wife. Well they are normal but the two boys don't see and not my grand daughters my daughte left and dad disowned her from will, she was persecuted by other elders children at school when she was in and they were bad. She just got out and could not bear dads comments. I was forced by elder and ex outside where ex beat me to dis myself with pen and paper cover up and got away with it for a long time. But I was out and the elders that loved his lying ways covered it up. I was mentally, psycologically and emotionally abused. i hated preaching happy family life as it was full of ^^&&*
Nice to meet you hope I will get my pic up right away.
Carla