iwant out,
I am struggling with more or less the fallout of ALL of it, a giant vacuum, with the biggest challenge is Lack of Motivation to well anything. In mourning (for my lost life) really I guess. (after 50 years of DONT WORK DONT PROSPER, just hang out and study and walk around the neighborhood, cuz thats the BEST THING you can do. Well its hard to get out of 1st gear.
I KNOW all the things that a therapist or a mentor, or a life coach, would say, but putting them in practice is something totally different.
So not sure what spending tons of money I dont have to talk to someone would do for me. You know what I am saying?
When you are dealing with core issues the natural drive to stop,, comes into play,, I would suggest to keep going into the discovery of your true self the road is bumpy and ruff but the results are what you are after. Wholeness which is something we have when we were first born but lose it through are struggles to navigate up to say age forty five ish and then we start to come to a point where we need to find meaning off what these years mean and that is the natural drive towards wholeness in later life and it's goes on hopefully till the deeper you go the better you will die happier at least that is my beleif.