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I met this girl last year in April . She ended up falling in love with me first , and I was surprised when she said I love you . I taught myself to love her back . She was honestly everything I wanted in a girl . To the detail. After about 3 months we talked about her religion briefly , she mentioned she always had her doubts in it . I didn’t mind it too much and just told her to keep going and just observe from now on . Then around September she went to a jw convention and when she got back , she told me she felt better and that she wanted us to slowly drift away and end the relationship . I didn’t wanna deal with that , so I tried to end it that very day . And I told her we were done then , even tho it hurt . It hurt her too and I ended up trying to show her text in the Bible to prove that Jesus isn’t Michael the archangel and other texts about Jesus being God . In the end , we were back together and things became cute again with her . We had lots of things we wanted to do . Then in December my phone broke and I couldn’t talk to her as much. She got close with one her jw guy friends who’s dad passed away . During all this time they were talking and getting closer . She mentioned him to me a lot but I tried being strong and acting like I didn’t mind . During these few weeks she still showed me love but it gradually declined . And then I asked her why she was acting like that , she said it was that she didn’t feel the same and that it felt weird and that she didn’t like this feeling . And then she said it didn’t seem fair for me that she felt like that . But she said her overall reason was that she got closer to her family and she didn’t want to leave them anymore . And so I backed off and got rid of the playlists we made for each other and everything that had to do w her . We spoke one last time and I heard her cry which hurt . I felt like she didn’t want to , she said I made an impact on her . And I had lots and lots of love I wanted to give her . But we broke it off , and I told her not to worry about me , basically . But I miss her every day and I still have love for her in my heart . This shits wack , I really thought that was it . I don’t kno what’s next for me , I kno I have to focus on what I’m working on , but it’s tough to muddle through all of this .

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broke up with jw girl

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