Baptised at 22 and left. wrote my letter at 62 last December. 40 years of mind control and emotional and mental abuse and as a ministerial servant and elder which were the worst parts. I feel like a new person to put it lightly.😊
Posts by benny
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MANUAL!--2020-04 SFL.
by Atlantis in2020-04-addendum letter.. https://docdro.id/n0hm6tg.
2020-04 shepherd the flock of god elder manual.
https://docdro.id/llechtz.
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benny
All I can say is thank God I'm free of all that!
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benny
Shyness. I'll gladly be your friend. I dissasociated in December so also need someone to talk to.
Not sure how you would like to communicate or what your circumstances are.
I'm not on Facebook.
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Museums growing at the branches especially Warwick
by benny ini am not sure if this has been discussed but last night mid week meeting about organisational accomplishments really got my goat as the example of the temple was used.
people contributed to the building of the jewish temple and now the museum and bethel in warwick.
this supposed .be evidence of god s guidance.
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benny
This is some of it.
https://tv.jw.org/#en/mediaitems/VODPgmEvtSpecial/pub-wmt_1_VIDEO
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How Affected By Jehovah’s Witness News Are You At This Point In Your Life?
by minimus ini’ve been out for many many years.
i still like to know the latest jw news although i find myself not as excited by things..
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benny
I am still physically in or PIMO as we say. My wife can see nothing bad about this org, I am very frustrated because and afraid of being branded an apostate and lose touch with some family. I simply sit at the meetings and grin [grimace] and bear it. I feel for any one going through this or suffering because what they have experienced.
I feel for you Magnum.
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Museums growing at the branches especially Warwick
by benny ini am not sure if this has been discussed but last night mid week meeting about organisational accomplishments really got my goat as the example of the temple was used.
people contributed to the building of the jewish temple and now the museum and bethel in warwick.
this supposed .be evidence of god s guidance.
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benny
Brilliant point keinlezard
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Museums growing at the branches especially Warwick
by benny ini am not sure if this has been discussed but last night mid week meeting about organisational accomplishments really got my goat as the example of the temple was used.
people contributed to the building of the jewish temple and now the museum and bethel in warwick.
this supposed .be evidence of god s guidance.
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benny
Are we not living at the end of the end!! Why the exhibitions?
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Museums growing at the branches especially Warwick
by benny ini am not sure if this has been discussed but last night mid week meeting about organisational accomplishments really got my goat as the example of the temple was used.
people contributed to the building of the jewish temple and now the museum and bethel in warwick.
this supposed .be evidence of god s guidance.
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benny
I am not sure if this has been discussed but last night mid week meeting about organisational accomplishments really got my goat as the example of the temple was used. People contributed to the building of the Jewish temple and now the museum and Bethel in Warwick. This supposed .be evidence of God s guidance. This puts the project up there with Gods Temple. PRESUMPTEOUS! This is just a museum!
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Who really is the faithful and discreet* slave whom his master appointed over his domestics, to give them their food at the proper time?
by Alex Williams inthis statement was answered in a form of a question to a question posed by one of his followers;.
jesus realized that composite slave had to qualify for such an appointment when he came into power of his kingdom promised by jehovah god.
[and they came to life and ruled as kings with the christ+ for 1,000 years].
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benny
The writers of the finished mystery among others would be mentally diseased then. Do yourself a favour and try find the truth in those publications Alex. Or are we to sweep old light under the rug.
You quote so much from the publications but be warned that the doctrines will keep changing.
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A warm welcome to the many newbies who have joined and posted these past months .
by smiddy3 init is truly heartwarming to see so many new ones sign up to this site as most of us know it can be quite stressful at first ,because of the indoctrination we have all gone through in going on apostate sites .. the guilt ,paranoia ,fear , apprehension ,even being a judas fear, all unnatural fears put on us by a mind controlling cult.. that wants us to be captives of there religious interpretations about the bible.. however this and other sites like it are the only way we can find out about {the truth about the truth} ttatt.. welcome everybody..
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benny
Thank you very much smiddy3. I am a pimo and need support as the doubts and anger well up in me constantly. I have done a lot of so called illegal research and this does not help as my family don't support my negative comments. Everything must just be accepted and not questioned.
With out these web sites I would go off my mind!