Posts by Akid48

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has any one had this feeling

by Akid48 in

i remember having this feeling when i was younger that something was off when it came to meetings and the people there seemed just off.i had feelings like that when i was like 5 or 6 and i would say i was kinda dumb back then but still i had a feeling like that when i would not have that often.still to this day i dont know what got me to have that feeling i was just wanting to know if any had this feeling to and still cant remember what made your mind give you a red flag..

Akid48

@Virgochik

i have to say the vibes for me is still odd i have to say im a person that didnt have anxiety but now i have it.it sucks to i love talking to friends hanging out but now before i do i get a good mouth full of anxiety for many things.One more thing is i dont sleep the best so when i have to go to meeting and go pass the time i go to sleep for school.I burn out before i get half way done with the school day.when it comes to people there is one brother i think 50 or 60 years old and lets say it seems you likes kids a little to much if you get what im saying.

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has any one had this feeling

by Akid48 in

i remember having this feeling when i was younger that something was off when it came to meetings and the people there seemed just off.i had feelings like that when i was like 5 or 6 and i would say i was kinda dumb back then but still i had a feeling like that when i would not have that often.still to this day i dont know what got me to have that feeling i was just wanting to know if any had this feeling to and still cant remember what made your mind give you a red flag..

Akid48

@finkelstein

oh man trust me when it came to my brother for college HE GOT RAINED WITH the the system is going to end so why go for more than 2 years?

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has any one had this feeling

by Akid48 in

i remember having this feeling when i was younger that something was off when it came to meetings and the people there seemed just off.i had feelings like that when i was like 5 or 6 and i would say i was kinda dumb back then but still i had a feeling like that when i would not have that often.still to this day i dont know what got me to have that feeling i was just wanting to know if any had this feeling to and still cant remember what made your mind give you a red flag..

Akid48

i remember having this feeling when i was younger that something was off when it came to meetings and the people there seemed just off.I had feelings like that when i was like 5 or 6 and i would say i was kinda dumb back then but still i had a feeling like that when i would not have that often.Still to this day i dont know what got me to have that feeling i was just wanting to know if any had this feeling to and still cant remember what made your mind give you a red flag.

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Well this is bad

by Akid48 in

so like a week or 2 ago i got mad a my bible teacher and we started to debate a little.look i now that was a dumb move but im not a the best point in my life and my angry is not in the best control.

so little did i know i had a family member was listening.

so the family worship we had turned to convince me that the jw life is the best life.. after that my life is turning into shit as of now i have been having depression and now its 2x as bad..

Akid48

@scratchme1010

it hard to love them when i get treated like shit because i dont have the same view point on jws

what i mean by that is being dicks when i talk to them etc nothing super bad

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Well this is bad

by Akid48 in

so like a week or 2 ago i got mad a my bible teacher and we started to debate a little.look i now that was a dumb move but im not a the best point in my life and my angry is not in the best control.

so little did i know i had a family member was listening.

so the family worship we had turned to convince me that the jw life is the best life.. after that my life is turning into shit as of now i have been having depression and now its 2x as bad..

Akid48

So like a week or 2 ago i got mad a my bible teacher and we started to debate a little.Look i now that was a dumb move but im not a the best point in my life and my angry is not in the best control. So little did i know i had a family member was listening. So the family worship we had turned to convince me that the jw life is the best life.

after that my life is turning into shit as of now i have been having depression and now its 2x as bad.

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After all these years, I finally made it to Brooklyn Bethel!

by dubstepped in

jw
friends

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Akid48

LOL XD

Awesomenauts

by Akid48 in

so i dont have a lot of friends on steam or school that plays the game its a moba its not to hard trust me.its free to it used to be like 10$ (when i got it) but its free if any has the game or wants to try it out tell me your steam and i will add you..

Akid48

so i dont have a lot of friends on steam or school that plays the game its a moba its not to hard trust me.Its free to it used to be like 10$ (when i got it) but its free if any has the game or wants to try it out tell me your steam and i will add you.

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Have you noticed this trend on social media amongst witnesses...?

by stuckinarut2 in

it seems that every 2nd witness often posts pictures of themselves at conventions, or out in 'service'.

but i have noticed that they never seem to post anything about the actual "spiritual content" of their activity!

instead, it is pictures of them with their witness "friends", along with some contrite comment like #bestlifeever (arrghhh).

Akid48

i would say as a kid they dont want to look super spiritual

and think if there posting that and kids at school look at there posts they would look even more weird than they might look now.Kids dont want that

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jw dating

by Akid48 in

so before i say any thing yes i know not the best idea to date in middle school etc.. so one thing that still hurts me today is the most hot girl in my school at the time and my crush started to like me she tryed to ask me out but i i was not a wake at the time and i put her down many times and now today i rethink over and say if i started to rethink my life as a jw i would of said yes like my mind told me to.. now i rethink over that time and it sucks for me it hurts.. it just sucks man .

Akid48

@moreconfusedtahnever

thank you for ill keep that in mind

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jw dating

by Akid48 in

so before i say any thing yes i know not the best idea to date in middle school etc.. so one thing that still hurts me today is the most hot girl in my school at the time and my crush started to like me she tryed to ask me out but i i was not a wake at the time and i put her down many times and now today i rethink over and say if i started to rethink my life as a jw i would of said yes like my mind told me to.. now i rethink over that time and it sucks for me it hurts.. it just sucks man .

Akid48

@finkelstein

doing that right now