The WT ogranization has FAILED to deliver on its promissed dreams. This can lead to psycological depression without even knowing the root cause.
JWs, take contol of your life and start making your own dreams. This will lead to a happer life.
I personally had similar experience to Billy and after 15 year fade have never been happer in my life.
An elder recently stopped by before the memorial to invite and see if I had any interest in coming back to the org... I thanked him for the invite and told him if I decided to come he would see me there. To myself I thought, why in the world would I ever want to go back to that depressing lifestyle.