mzmmom

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  What are the feelings/thoughts within 24-48 hours of exposure to an undeniably true (for you) TATT?

  by NeverKnew in

  1. watchtower
  2. medical

  many of us know where we were during 9/11 or when john kennedy and martin luther king were killed.. it seems that when faced with ttatt, real truth is dismissed as "ol' light" or "an imperfect group of men" but from what i gather, many of you, at some point, were hit with a component of ttatt that shattered all of those cliches that allowed you to brush off the obvious reality that something was very wrong.

  some of you may remember the hours following your earliest exposures to an undeniably true tatt.

  did you zone completely out?

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  I could not learn enough fast enough. I felt relief that I hadn't "damned" my baby to eternal nothingness. I wanted to share everything I had learned with those still in. I was blessed with amazing friends who helped me understand Christianity. Seems like such a long time ago.
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  Have you used dropbox? Have you had any problems?

  by ILoveTTATT in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  there is a certain user to whom i suggested using dropbox, and the user said he had problems with it, that his computer ended up full of game advertisements.. please, to those who have used dropbox before, can you give your honest evaluation of dropbox?.

  i am trying to convince this user that i did not suggest to him something that was bad, but actually good... that it helps to share huge files, no matter what their size.. .

  please tell this user... i don't want to lose this user's trust.. .

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  I use it for work and love it. I have never had a problem, and it was IT that downloaded it to my work laptop.
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  My little sister

  by Nika Bee in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  my little sister is 14 years younger than me.

  she was always special to me, i took care of her, when my mother was working, i carried her around, i comforted her.

  we are very similar in our interests for music and literature.. she is in secondary school, an unbaptised publisher.. since i study in the us, we only see each other about once a year.

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  Reply, tell her you love her unconditionally and will always be there for her. Leave it at that.
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  Leaving the JW's

  by mzmmom in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  nobody should feel obligated to explain themselves to the elders, or anyone else for that matter.

  just quietly leave and never go back if an opportunity presents itself..

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  Nobody should feel obligated to explain themselves to the Elders, or anyone else for that matter. Just quietly leave and never go back if an opportunity presents itself.
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  My mother is here

  by mzmmom in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  she replied to one of my posts.

  my hope for you is that you will see "the truth about the truth".

  i will be myself on this forum, as it has helped me immensly over the past 20 months.

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  Yes, it was googled. On a happy note, I think it is time for me to say goodbye to this amazing community. You have helped me so much. My purpose must have been to lead somebody else here. Please take care, and lead many more to the truth!
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  My mother is here

  by mzmmom in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  she replied to one of my posts.

  my hope for you is that you will see "the truth about the truth".

  i will be myself on this forum, as it has helped me immensly over the past 20 months.

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  My user name.
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  My mother is here

  by mzmmom in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  she replied to one of my posts.

  my hope for you is that you will see "the truth about the truth".

  i will be myself on this forum, as it has helped me immensly over the past 20 months.

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  mzmmom

  She replied to one of my posts. My hope for you is that you will see "the truth about the truth". I will be myself on this forum, as it has helped me immensly over the past 20 months. To blame me for my brother's death is unfounded and extremely hurtful. My husband and I both tried to help him more than you will ever know.

  I will not "play games" on here, and will change my profile if necessary.
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  My parents threw me away

  by mzmmom in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  need to put it in writing.

  i think of it every day.

  i know so many of us have gone through this, but it sure hurts.

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  Thank you so much for all of replies here. I appreciate your support.
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  My mother tried to "friend"me...my reply

  by mzmmom in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  so strange that last night my experience was bothering me so much i posted about it here.

  this morning my mother sent me a friend request after 20 months of no communication from her.

  i replied in a message.. this is what i wrote:.

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  Thank you everyone! Yes, it is closure :)
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  My mother tried to "friend"me...my reply

  by mzmmom in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  so strange that last night my experience was bothering me so much i posted about it here.

  this morning my mother sent me a friend request after 20 months of no communication from her.

  i replied in a message.. this is what i wrote:.

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  mzmmom

  So strange that last night my experience was bothering me so much I posted about it here. This morning my mother sent me a friend request after 20 months of no communication from her. I replied in a message.

  This is what I wrote:
  By sending me a friend request on Facebook, you have provided me an opportunity to express my thoughts, and finalize my healing process. For this I thank you.

  If it was a mistake, and you did not intend to have communication with me, please disregard the rest of this message.

  You carried me in your belly for nine months. You and **** raised me for 18 years. I cannot fathom “throwing away” any of my children. No matter what they do, or what they choose for their lives, ... I will always be their mom. Nothing in this world could make me stop loving and supporting them.

  I was “thrown away” by you and **** three times. The first was when I moved to ****** and went to college. The second was when my oldest child was a baby. The third was in 2012.

  You chose this, not me. I called you on a Saturday night and told you we could discuss your stance once you had time to deal with "my uncles" pedophilia. You said “No, it’s too late.” I told you I loved you and I never heard from you again.

  I have an amazing little family. My husband is incredible and supportive. My children are wonderful, smart and caring. You know what, I am incredible, too!

  I am breaking the cycle of abuse.

  One last note before my final “goodbye”.

  I hope you open your eyes to the Jehovah’s Witness doctrinal changes and lies. It has been 100 years since 1914. That is nearly three biblical generations, not one.
  Goodbye.