I can't really say,I was sad on leaving,it was a happy time for me really.I have to say,I don't miss anyone ither......mabey that is sad because I never left any true friends there.
Its just,we believed and put our lives into this and finding out its BS,can be an extremely emoutional rollarcoaster.I dealt with more anger than anything and one reason was I didn't find many things out until 9 yrs later....all those yrs of wondering ,what if and having an inner conflict with my doubts,to if it really is truth.
I'm just happy to have found these websites.