I should be happy that I found out about TTATT at a young age.
I realize now how fortunate I am .
Don`t be too hard on yourself sinboi ,you will be O.K.
I was a convert as a 20 yr. old married in the "truth" 1960 and brought up two boys with the belief they would never go to high school.they are both married now with families of their own , thankfully we are all out of the religion.
Though it took me 33 years to know TTATT and at first it was a bit traumatic and I was a bit paranoid about coming to sites like this when I eventually got a computer.
Now I just want to share what I can and hope it helps someone somewhere.
Take care my young friend.