puffsrule, I don't even know what to say about your sister. How heart-breaking. Yes, tell her you love her every, single day! In any way you can. I used to get really irritated with my sister when she'd get drunk, call me up in the middle of the night, and start telling me she loved me, and missed me. Then she'd start crying on the phone. And I'd think, "Oh, God, Kelly's drunk again. She never calls like this unless she's had a fifth."
What I wouldn't give to hear my phone ring at 3am. And to hear her voice on the other end.
So, let her know just how much you do love her. It will get through. It has to. That will bring her peace.
Thank you for sharing some of your life.
April
"Love never dies." Voivodul Vlad Draculea (from Bram Stoker's Dracula-1992)