With all respect Matthew. This religion is indefensible. As an organisation there encouraged treatment of non witness people and former witnesses is shocking and not humane.
Some and it’s a minority of the people buck against the trend, but even they get treated by second class citizens by the BOE and the R&F.
If you honestly believe that they “respect” your decision you are extremely naive. you will be classed as a colossal waste of time and wouldn’t have made a good brother. I’m just saying it how it is from my 40 years experience in this cult, for that is what it is. You sir have had an extremely lucky escape.
My advice. Move on, don’t give them a second look.