Such is life! I do think of the verse in Job 14:1 “ Man,born of woman, is short-lived and filled with trouble. So many of us have experienced similar outcomes in our short lives.
So sorry to hear of your loss, it’s such an empty lonely feeling to lose our dear loved ones. Somehow mothers are especially wonderful people. They loved and cared for us when we were young and it seemed they were always there until they are gone.
I lost my dearest mother a year ago today. She was the best and I miss her a lot, but I want to be there for her when she returns. Even those in the congregation sometimes don’t know what to say or do, I guess because we are all so busy and weighed down with every day concerns. Yes it is common to turn up at one’s funeral but not always keeping in touch on a more regular basis.
So looking forward to this evil system ending and finally getting on with the real life that Paul spoke of. Stay strong and all the best to you my friend wherever you are.