*whew* LB.. boy you are gorgeous!!! And your wife aint too bad either...
I wish I could put up my pics of our first Christmas tree. But I dont have a scanner.
LB, out of everyone here I can relate to you the most, I think. I too 'faded' away, and enjoyed my first holiday this past Christmas (except for Halloween, which I half-heartedly agreed to take my son trick or treating at the mall).
Isnt it a wonderful feeling? Even though it was fun, I kept getting feelings of guilt that would stab me once in awhile. Guess since I didnt celebrate for 28 years, it might take some time to get used to it?
Like I told my hubby.. I spent my life not feeling 'normal'.. and it feels DAMN good now!!!!!
Love,
Tera
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