The next time I will see her now is probably in her box!!
I'm sorry you're going through that with your family. I don't necessarily advocate for that (what I quoted), but if there's any consolation in knowing that others go through same or worse, I am one who has gone through similar. Many of us do know how you feel.
Actually, in my case it was a little different. My parents and JW family did want to welcome me but only to do the same dysfunctional nonsense they do. They knew that I was the one who decided to walk away, so they were holding grudges and they wanted to have the last saying about our relationship.
The truth is that either way neither of us deserves that kind of treatment, and they are in the wrong. Make no mistake, they are the ones who should be apologizing and making amends, and wanting to have us with them. Choosing their stupid Jehovah over their loved ones is not a loving thing to do.