"You stated that you grew up in an atheist household, before becoming a JW. Have you ever gone to a bible school to learn the basics of biblical reading skills?"
I did not grow up in an atheist household, as I explained to you before. I was an atheist at one time in my life. But as far as "Bible school" goes...
1 John 2:26,27
"I write you these things about those who are trying to mislead you. And as for you, the anointing that you received from him remains in you, and you do not need anyone to be teaching you; but the anointing from him is teaching you about all things and is true and is no lie. Just as it has taught you, remain in union with him."
No true Christian needs to "pay" for what the Christ freely pours out.
John 7:15-18
"And the Jews were astonished, saying: “How does this man have such a knowledge of the Scriptures when he has not studied at the schools?” Jesus, in turn, answered them and said: “What I teach is not mine, but belongs to him who sent me. If anyone desires to do His will, he will know whether the teaching is from God or I speak of my own originality. Whoever speaks of his own originality is seeking his own glory; but whoever seeks the glory of the one who sent him, this one is true and there is no unrighteousness in him."
SeaBreeze, for hundreds of years, the Jews sacrificed animals at the temple. The animals who were killed did not have three parts or essences that floated off to different realms. The reason God used animals to train the Hebrews about the need for sacrifice was because they could see the very clear difference between a live animal and a dead animal.
Ecclesiastes 3:18-20
"I also said in my heart about the sons of men that the true God will test them and show them that they are like animals, for there is an outcome for humans and an outcome for animals; they all have the same outcome. As the one dies, so the other dies; and they all have but one spirit. So man has no superiority over animals, for everything is futile. All are going to the same place. They all come from the dust, and they all are returning to the dust."
Jesus was the fulfillment of the Law. His blood was offered once for all time. If he wasn't really dead when he offered himself up, then the sacrifice wouldn't count. He had to be 100% all dead in order to be a 100% cover for all mankind.