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  Don't be afraid doubting JW, step into the darkness...

  by suavojr in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i must admit that my journey has brought me to a place that i never thought possible, a void.

  i have held faith in the spiritual world all my life and now i was finally able to pass to other side of the darkness.

  many times darkness is associated with evil and yet roughly 70% of the universe is made of dark energy.. .

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  Thank you BU2B! It is nice to know we can count on other people and I want to also extend the offer.
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  Drinking and JWN

  by BU2B in

  1. jw
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  i am drinking a japanese beer called kirin ichiban right now exploring the wonderful threads of the past here on jwn.

  i love this forum so much.. how many here enjoy an adult beverage while browsing jwn?

  i love all of you guys :).

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  suavojr

  I usually drink my coffee, Coca Cola, Corona beer and wine... How else can I prevent from going insane
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  Me Before and After leaving the Lie

  by cantleave in

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  when i was serving as an elder.

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  now.

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  WoW Can't leave talk about a difference, it is amazing how suppressed we are while we are inside. Enjoy the freedom and thanks for sharing.
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  Don't be afraid doubting JW, step into the darkness...

  by suavojr in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i must admit that my journey has brought me to a place that i never thought possible, a void.

  i have held faith in the spiritual world all my life and now i was finally able to pass to other side of the darkness.

  many times darkness is associated with evil and yet roughly 70% of the universe is made of dark energy.. .

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  Frazzled UBM

  Yes, I am pretending and lying to myself. My goal is to learn more, convince myself of what is truth to me and then make my expose to my family. I am fully aware that I will pay a high price but those who love me will follow.

  BU2B

  You are correct, let us all enjoy the ride. We have the privilege to at least live twice as long than our ancestors.

  Oubliette

  Like any JW just getting mentally out, I feel like a little boy learning for the first time even though I am 34. At this point in my life I have a lot of catching up to do with the secular and religious world. Growing up in an enclosed environment steals from you the freedom to choose, the joy of learning new things and disables one’s ability to achieve your true potential.

  Currently I’m reading Hitchens Mortality book and the God Delusion. I also do a lot of YouTube and recently discovered Tim Minchin. I am learning from debates such as Dawkins vs. Lennox (Great debate), Hitchens past debates, Sam Harris talking about death and much more.

  Let’s just say I am rewiring my brain cells…
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  Don't be afraid doubting JW, step into the darkness...

  by suavojr in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i must admit that my journey has brought me to a place that i never thought possible, a void.

  i have held faith in the spiritual world all my life and now i was finally able to pass to other side of the darkness.

  many times darkness is associated with evil and yet roughly 70% of the universe is made of dark energy.. .

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  Thank you minimus! You are one of the posters who has helped me understand the antonym of belief.
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  Don't be afraid doubting JW, step into the darkness...

  by suavojr in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i must admit that my journey has brought me to a place that i never thought possible, a void.

  i have held faith in the spiritual world all my life and now i was finally able to pass to other side of the darkness.

  many times darkness is associated with evil and yet roughly 70% of the universe is made of dark energy.. .

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  I must admit that my journey has brought me to a place that I never thought possible, a VOID. I have held faith in the spiritual world all my life and now I was finally able to pass to other side of the darkness. Many times darkness is associated with evil and yet roughly 70% of the universe is made of dark energy.

  I’ve now stepped into the dark room. It seems empty at first but do not think this darkness is artificial vs. the light we think we enjoy as believers. I suspect it is natural and that true enlightenment can be obtained from this blackness. The one thing that bothers me is a sense of VOID or emptiness, but I find myself adjusting to this solitude.

  Today I do not censor myself and I am inclined to read fascinating works from believers and nonbelievers. The big difference is that I’m reading this new material in a different light inside the darkness.

  If you are lurking and doubting, don’t be afraid. Don’t give up in searching for truth and the answers that will enable you to find true happiness during the brief spark of life in you.
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  How do JWs Not see how barbaric YHWH is? Its what started my awakening.

  by BU2B in

  1. watchtower
  2. bible

  if one reads genesis from the first chapter through the end with an open mind, it is clear that not only is it not true, but that god is potrayed as a cruel, petty, childish micromanaging tyrant.

  if one continues reading the ot this is just further solidified.

  how do jws not see the obvious?

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  adcms said:

  What's interesting about that account is apparently god sees more value in material possessions than life, because he doubled all of Job's material assets but did not see fit to give him back his family. Satan:1, God: 0.

  He was able to enjoy fresh new skin, a new wife, new children and lots of possessions... I wonder why he continued to serve this God?

  Satan:2,God:0
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  100 YEARS OF YEAR TEXTS SINCE 1914

  by OwnAccord in

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  email that's being sent around.

  will yet praise thee more and more.- (ps.

  1940 "my heart shall rejoice in the salvation."-(ps.

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  The WT will repeat its story of false prophecy and postponed Armageddon, but 100 years from they will state in 2114 that the JW's today were waiting for something big.
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  New low for Watchtower Society: slips below North Korea on the scum index!

  by BluePill2 in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  if you have been following the news these days, you maybe have seen images like this one:.

  heart breaking stories about people that where separated from their relatives for over 60 years.

  i've seen an interview with a crying old man, saying that he fears that he will not be able to recognize his sister or that he will not have any feelings for her, because of the many years and the indoctrination by the north korean regime.. all of this reminded me of the watchtower society.

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  suavojr

  Bluepill2,

  I am inside the false WT just because I know my wife will leave me once I talk about TTATT, my parents will never talk to me, my sister, uncles, aunts, cousins will all give me their backs and wish me to die. When I shared a little bit of TTATT my wife stated she wants a man that serves her barbaric God Jehovah. It is evident that when you are indoctrinated with WT propaganda the word love has a complete different meaning.
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  Hello from Still Totally ADD glad to be back

  by Still Totally ADD in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  it's been 6 months now since my old computer died.

  a good friend of our's had a spare computer her husband never used so she asked me if i would like to have it.

  after cleaning it up inside and out i found out i could not remember my password and the e-mail i gave them i no longer use.

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  suavojr

  It is nice that you are back. WELCOME!