My oldest friend (former) who got me into the cult to begin with once said to me, "Why would I ever want to read anything which would cause me to change my religion?"
I stared at him.
"Well duh--what if every householder whose door you knocked asked you that? What would YOU reply?"
Naturally he deflected. "But, I've already got the Truth."
Exasperated with him and prevented by law from strangling him to death, I said:
"Well, of course, you do. But just think how disappointed this makes me.
You were my hero when we first met. Did you know that?
No matter how many questions I could come up with--you were ready with an answer! I was impressed and I wanted to be just like you!
But, I had to read and study and dig in to understand what you were presenting to me as the 'truth.' I had to risk being wrong.
I had to put my ego on the line and make evidence more important than my fear of being wrong about everything. Remember?
And now, after all these years, the tables have turned.
Yes. I didn't stop studying and digging and examining and learning.
You see, I'm not a12-year-old and ignorant of how you pulled off the trick. I know where the false bottom is in the hat where you hid your Watchtower bunny!
You only showed me the truth. You hid the whole truth and nothing but.
And that makes what you have fragile; a house of cards; a matchstick kingdom on a shaky surface. You don't dare touch it or it will topple--and you fear how mighty that fall might be!"
It was exactly at that moment my former best friend shrunk in stature before me. He was just a trickster, intellectually dishonest and fearful his lazy ass might have to start from scratch. He had exposed himself. It wasn't about truth at all. It wasn't about true worship either. He had carved out a place of comfort which allowed him to appear masterful. It was hollow pretense. He'd become an actor reading lines mugging for applause before a witless audience.
Well, it was time for me to stand up and walk out on his performance. He saw the light die in my eyes that day. I made certain of it.
He was exposed.