i've accepted my agnosticism, but doesn't mean I'm comfortable with it.
I would LOVE that a big loving daddy in the sky would welcome me to heaven after my physical death. Why not?
I just don't see any convincing evidence. Actually, all unequivocal evidence supports the contrary. Yet, I leave room for doubt.
And just before you strum the old mantra "you are a follower of scientism because you only accept evidence through the scientific method", that's a strawman argument, because you are misrepresenting my position. Just because I don't accept magical thinking and appeal to supernatural causation doesn't mean I fall into the category you desire to put me in. Another straw man argument is to define "atheism" as denial of god's existence. Most atheists won't subscribe to that statement.
Now, you can chose between making your contribution to the debate, or derail the debate by questioning my worldview. Your choice.