John....?
I do have a wife and do eat dinner! LOL
I don’t know what you feel is embarrassing but what should
be is your inability to stop referring to the bible while trying to produce
your questions. If you do not believe in Jehovah God (nor in a God) and do not
believe the bible is true, then asking if I would have been led by divine
command is not an option for me based on following your beliefs.
Also there was no:
“god commanding his followers to commit genocide and infanticide and to take slaves from the nations and gives them permission to indulge in kidnap, forced marriage/rape”
:if the bible is fiction and there is no God.
The only questions to ask and answer being that there is no God and the bible is not true are:
If we are here by chance, just through the evolution process, where/how did we get an inner feeling (conscience) that stops us???
If it is by chance through the evolution process then who can really say what is right and wrong and how things should and should not be???