Gojira_101

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  This kind of says it all

  by Gojira_101 in

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  coming home from work this song came on the radio and it just hit me what the words mean to me now after everything i've been through.

  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u036m7p6-ak.

  gojira.

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  Gojira_101

  Coming home from work this song came on the radio and it just hit me what the words mean to me now after everything I've been through.

  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u036M7p6-ak

  Gojira
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  I need some help please! What are the questions for DF'ing

  by Gojira_101 in

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  i know i have seen topics on here stating what the questions are for a jc meeting that the elders ask, but i can't find them.. can someone please tell me what those questions are or provide a link to the topic?.

  i know one of them is something like "do you believe that this is god's spirit directed organization?".

  {editted to add} if you are a suspected apostate what are the questions they ask you?.

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  I have my own reasons for asking these questions. I don't have a JC meeting. I do understand where most of you are coming from by saying the fading route is best...but to me I want out of WT fully. And if I just go this fading way, I still have to worry that some day the elders are going to catch up to me. I've seen it happen. There is never a successful fade because to me even if you fade, you are still tied to WT, and WT then will still have some control over you. Those are just my thoughts, I know everyone else feels differently though. Gojira
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  I need some help please! What are the questions for DF'ing

  by Gojira_101 in

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  2. friends

  i know i have seen topics on here stating what the questions are for a jc meeting that the elders ask, but i can't find them.. can someone please tell me what those questions are or provide a link to the topic?.

  i know one of them is something like "do you believe that this is god's spirit directed organization?".

  {editted to add} if you are a suspected apostate what are the questions they ask you?.

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  Whoops, I forgot to say when it's for apostasy. What are the questions they ask you if you are a suspected apostate?

  Thanks and sorry about that.

  Gojira
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  I need some help please! What are the questions for DF'ing

  by Gojira_101 in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i know i have seen topics on here stating what the questions are for a jc meeting that the elders ask, but i can't find them.. can someone please tell me what those questions are or provide a link to the topic?.

  i know one of them is something like "do you believe that this is god's spirit directed organization?".

  {editted to add} if you are a suspected apostate what are the questions they ask you?.

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  Gojira_101

  I know I have seen topics on here stating what the questions are for a JC meeting that the elders ask, but I can't find them.

  Can someone please tell me what those questions are or provide a link to the topic?

  I know one of them is something like "do you believe that this is God's spirit directed organization?"

  {editted to add} If you are a suspected apostate what are the questions they ask you?

  Thanks a bunch

  Gojira
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  I'm somewhat back again

  by Gojira_101 in

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  i had to take a break from jwn here because after all the drama that unfolded over a certain new anti-wt organization i had to back off because i had unbearable emotions and "flashbacks" to being a jw and being bullied.

  even though i didn't experience any direct bullying, seeing it happen caused all the negative emotions to come back because i felt like i was back at the kingdom hall.

  so i just left for awhile.. i've been having to do a lot of soul searching lately and reevaluating my life.

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  Thank you Adventurousone! I am thankful for JWn because I was able to make contact with others and I have some people who understand what I've been going through and they have been able to help me, and also at the same time I understand what they are going through. It's a hard road for anyone leaving WT.

  That is part of the reason why I want to do this. I'm just trying to figure out what I want to say, I tend to ramble on if I don't have main points to hit so I'm just trying to figure that out right now :)

  The other main reason is because I want to help people, more specifically deaf people, but I can't help them if I have to hide my face.

  Thank you for the book suggestion too and your kind comments!

  Peace.

  Gojira
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  I'm somewhat back again

  by Gojira_101 in

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  i had to take a break from jwn here because after all the drama that unfolded over a certain new anti-wt organization i had to back off because i had unbearable emotions and "flashbacks" to being a jw and being bullied.

  even though i didn't experience any direct bullying, seeing it happen caused all the negative emotions to come back because i felt like i was back at the kingdom hall.

  so i just left for awhile.. i've been having to do a lot of soul searching lately and reevaluating my life.

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  Thanks lost! One good thing is it is keeping me busy. I keep telling myself I will have a 3 day weekend after these 12 days.
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  I'm somewhat back again

  by Gojira_101 in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i had to take a break from jwn here because after all the drama that unfolded over a certain new anti-wt organization i had to back off because i had unbearable emotions and "flashbacks" to being a jw and being bullied.

  even though i didn't experience any direct bullying, seeing it happen caused all the negative emotions to come back because i felt like i was back at the kingdom hall.

  so i just left for awhile.. i've been having to do a lot of soul searching lately and reevaluating my life.

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  Gojira_101

  Thank you AuntFancy! I can't afford to seek professional help and plus the state we live in the "free" based help is no good. I guess this is my way of trying to heal and take back control.
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  I'm somewhat back again

  by Gojira_101 in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i had to take a break from jwn here because after all the drama that unfolded over a certain new anti-wt organization i had to back off because i had unbearable emotions and "flashbacks" to being a jw and being bullied.

  even though i didn't experience any direct bullying, seeing it happen caused all the negative emotions to come back because i felt like i was back at the kingdom hall.

  so i just left for awhile.. i've been having to do a lot of soul searching lately and reevaluating my life.

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  Gojira_101

  Thanks lost. I had to take a break and I've been so busy the last month it's crazy. I'm still not going to have that much time to come on here. I'm actually working 12 straight days with no break. I'm only on day 4 right now. I'm not sure if I will even make it :)

  Gojira
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  I'm somewhat back again

  by Gojira_101 in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i had to take a break from jwn here because after all the drama that unfolded over a certain new anti-wt organization i had to back off because i had unbearable emotions and "flashbacks" to being a jw and being bullied.

  even though i didn't experience any direct bullying, seeing it happen caused all the negative emotions to come back because i felt like i was back at the kingdom hall.

  so i just left for awhile.. i've been having to do a lot of soul searching lately and reevaluating my life.

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  Gojira_101

  Thank you all for the nice comments. I really appreciate the words of encouragement and even those of you who are concerned, you care more for me and my well being more than the JW's ever were.

  I guess my whole thing is my whole life my identity was "I'm one of Jehovah's Witnesses" and last year when I learned TTATT my identity was ripped from me and now all I have for my identity is my name and why should I be afraid to use it? There are many other reason why I want to do this which I will try to explain more in my video with my own voice!

  Gojira
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  I'm somewhat back again

  by Gojira_101 in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i had to take a break from jwn here because after all the drama that unfolded over a certain new anti-wt organization i had to back off because i had unbearable emotions and "flashbacks" to being a jw and being bullied.

  even though i didn't experience any direct bullying, seeing it happen caused all the negative emotions to come back because i felt like i was back at the kingdom hall.

  so i just left for awhile.. i've been having to do a lot of soul searching lately and reevaluating my life.

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  Gojira_101

  Thank you everyone else for the nice comment. I'm hoping to have it done before my birthday! But I will share it on here when it goes live :)