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  Who I really am, my story on YOUTUBE!

  by Gojira_101 in

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  the death of a jw and the birth of me the apostate.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2lwgowdpj8.

  a huge thanks to my friend ray publisher (jwstruggle) for posting my video for me.

  now that i am no longer held prisoner from the fear of watchtower, i can now help others!.

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  Gojira_101

  Thank you exwhyzee!

  I will forever have the scars from WTBT$ because they are the ones who shaped the first 29 years of my life and I've finally admitted to myself that will always be who I am...or who I was....I will always have those memories and pain, but the best thing for me was accepting it and trying to move on with my life.

  I'm not saying I have it all figured out, and I doubt I ever will, but I can only be myself now and continue to live and be happy with my parents and my husband.

  Shyla
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  Who I really am, my story on YOUTUBE!

  by Gojira_101 in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  the death of a jw and the birth of me the apostate.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2lwgowdpj8.

  a huge thanks to my friend ray publisher (jwstruggle) for posting my video for me.

  now that i am no longer held prisoner from the fear of watchtower, i can now help others!.

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  Gojira_101

  Thank you Clarity!

  You make a good point, what would happen if there was a mass group reveal? For my own reasons of doing this is to break the chains the WTBTS has over me. And mostly to show I am not afraid. I know at some point the elders are going to come knocking but why should I free them? They certainly don't have God's blessing, they are certainly NOT God's spirit directed organization. To me there is nothing to fear.

  Gojira....whoops...Shyla. Have to get used to that :)
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  Who I really am, my story on YOUTUBE!

  by Gojira_101 in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  the death of a jw and the birth of me the apostate.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2lwgowdpj8.

  a huge thanks to my friend ray publisher (jwstruggle) for posting my video for me.

  now that i am no longer held prisoner from the fear of watchtower, i can now help others!.

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  Gojira_101

  First part is in English and second part is in ASL.
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  My First Birthday!!!!!

  by Gojira_101 in

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  my birthday isn't until the end of july but yesterday i got my first birthday gift in the mail.

  my best friend (stubborn disbeliever) sent me my gift early.

  i know what it is, but seeing it all wrapped up and knowing on my birthday i can open it...it really struck a cord with me.

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  Gojira_101

  Thank you everyone! This will be special for me. I read all of your comments and it feels very good, and I will post pictures because I don't have to hide now. Thank you Ray Publisher for my wonderful b-day gift, even though it's early

  Here it is if any of you want to share it with me.

  http://www.jehovahs-witness.net/jw/friends/255654/1/Who-I-really-am-my-story-on-YOUTUBE

  Shyla (Gojira_101)
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  Who I really am, my story on YOUTUBE!

  by Gojira_101 in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  the death of a jw and the birth of me the apostate.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2lwgowdpj8.

  a huge thanks to my friend ray publisher (jwstruggle) for posting my video for me.

  now that i am no longer held prisoner from the fear of watchtower, i can now help others!.

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  Gojira_101

  The death of a JW and the birth of me the apostate.

  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2LwGOwdpj8

  A huge thanks to my friend Ray Publisher (JWStruggle) for posting my video for me. Now that I am no longer held prisoner from the fear of Watchtower, I can now help others!

  Gojira
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  My First Birthday!!!!!

  by Gojira_101 in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  my birthday isn't until the end of july but yesterday i got my first birthday gift in the mail.

  my best friend (stubborn disbeliever) sent me my gift early.

  i know what it is, but seeing it all wrapped up and knowing on my birthday i can open it...it really struck a cord with me.

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  Gojira_101

  Thanks mouthy :)

  I'm glad you are back :)

  Gojira
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  My First Birthday!!!!!

  by Gojira_101 in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  my birthday isn't until the end of july but yesterday i got my first birthday gift in the mail.

  my best friend (stubborn disbeliever) sent me my gift early.

  i know what it is, but seeing it all wrapped up and knowing on my birthday i can open it...it really struck a cord with me.

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  Gojira_101

  My birthday isn't until the end of July but yesterday I got my first birthday gift in the mail. My best friend (stubborn disbeliever) sent me my gift early. I know what it is, but seeing it all wrapped up and knowing on my birthday I can open it...it really struck a cord with me. I'm not even sure how to explain all the emotions I'm feeling. I've never felt this before! I'm happy, excited...etc, but that doesn't even describe it. I don't know why but I just started crying when I opened the outer box and then saw a present all wrapped up. I've gotten gifts before for my graduations that were wrapped, but this is totally different because it's someone who remembered the day I was born and is acknowledging that for the first time.

  Sorry for the rambling, I'm not even sure why I'm making a post and trying to explain this...All I know is this is a good feeling! Someone doing something special for me, for my birthday.

  Gojira
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  This kind of says it all

  by Gojira_101 in

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  coming home from work this song came on the radio and it just hit me what the words mean to me now after everything i've been through.

  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u036m7p6-ak.

  gojira.

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  Gojira_101

  Coming home from work this song came on the radio and it just hit me what the words mean to me now after everything I've been through.

  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u036M7p6-ak

  Gojira
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  I need some help please! What are the questions for DF'ing

  by Gojira_101 in

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  i know i have seen topics on here stating what the questions are for a jc meeting that the elders ask, but i can't find them.. can someone please tell me what those questions are or provide a link to the topic?.

  i know one of them is something like "do you believe that this is god's spirit directed organization?".

  {editted to add} if you are a suspected apostate what are the questions they ask you?.

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  Gojira_101

  I have my own reasons for asking these questions. I don't have a JC meeting. I do understand where most of you are coming from by saying the fading route is best...but to me I want out of WT fully. And if I just go this fading way, I still have to worry that some day the elders are going to catch up to me. I've seen it happen. There is never a successful fade because to me even if you fade, you are still tied to WT, and WT then will still have some control over you. Those are just my thoughts, I know everyone else feels differently though. Gojira
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  I need some help please! What are the questions for DF'ing

  by Gojira_101 in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i know i have seen topics on here stating what the questions are for a jc meeting that the elders ask, but i can't find them.. can someone please tell me what those questions are or provide a link to the topic?.

  i know one of them is something like "do you believe that this is god's spirit directed organization?".

  {editted to add} if you are a suspected apostate what are the questions they ask you?.

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  Gojira_101

  Whoops, I forgot to say when it's for apostasy. What are the questions they ask you if you are a suspected apostate?

  Thanks and sorry about that.

  Gojira