How well I remember those feelings of "helping someone so that
I could get in a sideways witness" to them. It is almost as though
a JW should feel guilty if they do something nice for a non-witness
and then NOT attempt to "give a witness". SO MUCH GUILT!!!!!
What a confinement of one's spirit!
I think that this is one of the most lovely new sensations for me, that of helping people, befriending people,
simply, BECAUSE. No strings attached. No guilt feelings for NOT droning on about the Bible. No dread
feelings for forming natural friendships, not friendships stifled by the constraints of "doing good" together.
Undine