" Yes, I felt guilty and confessed." - Would you consider yourself "dumb" as well? After all you confessed to something that these guys told you to confess to them. Those same people you called dumb are people just like you. There were misguided into thinking that they were doing the right thing by the GB.
" You say it is 'rotten at the top'. Do you know those men personally? I think they are sincerely trying to lead an organization according to their believes."
Again HITLER... did you know him personally? I also think he was sincerely trying to lead his organization according to his beliefs as well. I would think that organization was rotten at the top... WOULDN'T YOU