The "straw that broke the camel's back" was the realization the WT
was capable of lying and deception. Believe it or not I trusted them.
I had seen things all along that disturbed me, notably when at some book
study the Matthew 25 scripture where Jesus is saying " I was naked and you
clothes me, hungry and you fed , me ...." etc and the book was saying this
was applying to the other sheeps treatment of the faithful and discreet slave class,
and I said out loud "No its not." But I didn't leave at that point, I should have.
It was only after I was diagnosed with cancer and told I did not have a good
chance of survival, that I really examined things. Then one day a Watchtower
referred to a book/pamphlet, Millions Now Living Will Never Die, BUT they re-named
it Millions Now Living May Never Die, and I said "That's not the title." They were
trying to deceive people into thinking they did not set dates or timelines. I went to
the local library and they did an international inter-library search for this book.
It coast me $20 through Library Services, and they found the pamphlet, photcopied
it and gave it to me. It was entitled Millions Now Living Will Never Die, just as I had
remembered it. That was the beginning of the end for me.
The next great breakthrough was realizing there were not two classes,
or a large group who wasn't supposed to have communion with Jesus Christ,
and just sit there while the wine and bread is passed around.
I learned of the concept of the Body of Christ, that everyone was equal in this Body.