I have been studying the bible with JW's and I am not able to make a choice. I love some people very dearly, but i cannot understand why i shouldn't have my own opinion. Something inside me tells me that it is all wrong, but on the other hand I feel guilty. I just don't know what to think and what to do. Therefore I come here, to hear what you people have gone through. I want to know everything before making any decision. There is one elder, such a good man, if he talks and tells me what to do I think he is right. But alone again, I keep doubting. My husband is not very happy with the situation. He will not forbid me, but he is unhappy and he misses the traditional things in life that I don't want to do anymore. It is all very difficult. Sorry to bother you all, for you it seems that the decisions are all made, though.Bye!